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Monday, June 14, 2010

anxious as hell

My anxiety might kill me. I'm sick of relying on medications for it to get better. Breathing techniques that don't always work. Visualizations that are hard to do. Taking walks that make it go away temporarily. What is it going to take? I'm afraid I will end up in the hospital because of this. I'm sick of talking about it. What good does it do anymore? I don't know why it's been so bad lately, but it sucks. I am literally sick of it. I am nauseous.

Favorite songs right now:

Small blue thing - Suzanne Vega
Landslide - Cover by Tori Amos
You lost me - Christina Aguilera
After All - Dar Williams
I wanna live - Josh Gracin
Need you now - Lady Antebellum

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